Birthing Anew.

November 13, 2009

My eyes flash open in the middle of the night, sparkling and awake; it is now that I am becoming.
The first light of dawn breaks, and my consciousness is drifting, caught in the webs of my dreaming self; it is now that I am becoming.
Frost tickles the blades of grass just beyond my [...]

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The Undoing.

November 12, 2009

Screaming into the hollows of me. Screaming emanating from my bones. And the moans ooze from my blood, wispy as they hit the air like smoke trails like forgetting oneself. And the pain is Jonah’s whale, but it swallows me, too. And I refuse to blow out my altar’s candle inside her gurgling belly.
Figured, this [...]

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Happiness Litmus Test.

November 11, 2009

New frame: Does this feel like a way of loving myself?
Is it a loving of myself? A loving of Goddess, of G-d? DOES IT BRING ME CLOSER TO TRUTH, OR FURTHER FROM IT?
Does this feel like a way of loving myself? And is it?
And what about it holds the nourishment that I seek? [...]

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I Am Goddess-Breathed.

November 8, 2009

Thank you Goddess, G-d, for holding me in the palm of Your hand, keeping me safe and out of harm’s way. Thank you for allowing my body to fall back into perfect Alignment; thank you for guiding me so gently toward Ease and Breath and Truth.
I breathe into my heart, and there is Nourishment. Micro-movements, [...]

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To Pray.

November 8, 2009

Listen to This
You make me want to get on my knees and pray, she sd. You make me want to learn a whole new realm of worship.
You make me want to bring fresh flowers to the altar of [...]

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Lusting After Change.

November 7, 2009

Listen to This
When you make a prayer, cast a spell, you are asking the Red Sea to part,
but don’t forget that you must still pick up your feet and walk through it.
When you express disgust, disinterest, boredom, anxiety, surrender, submission,
you are calling out to the Universe to ignite your blood with a fresh whiff of [...]

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Gratitude-Trinkets.

November 7, 2009

Listen to This
Thank you Goddess, G-d, for these Miracles. Thank you for pouring your Blessing down on us, at the end of this Shabbat. Thank you for holding us close to Your Heart and keeping watch over us.
Thank you Goddess, G-d, for making us vessels of your Divine Love. We are One with You. [...]

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The Clash of Our Worlds.

November 7, 2009

Listen to This
You live in a world of broken mirrors. Fragments reflecting a twisted reality of distorted perception. I see you there, fighting the Naga-King, and my impulse is to leap in and help you. To take up the sword by your side.
But when you see the glint of my blade in the sliver [...]

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She Grew Up.

November 5, 2009

Listen to This
She grew up and it was this process, and it never seemed to end AND THE SKY TURNED ORANGE WITH THE EFFORTING OF IT ALL. She grew up and her old life shrugged its shoulders, wondering where it was that she scampered off to…
She grew up and the stars whispered to her every [...]

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Do I Know You?

November 4, 2009

Listen to this
“Do I know you?” I said, cupping your face in my hands, kissing your half-lidded eyes, tickled by your eyelashes.
Silhouette of our bodies reflected in shades of candlelight in the mirror leaning against the wall, just past the edge of the couch’s arm.
The skin of your rosy cheek velvet to my touch. Silken [...]

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