I want to sing to you in the morning, humming as I bring you coffee in bed, breaking the fast, transitioning from a world of dreaming to a world of dream. I want to let your hair weave through my fingers, silken and light. Caressing your sweet face, admiring your wide smile.
You flow through me, water infusing water, moonlight atop moonlight, and you set my heart aflame with unending joyousness, ecstasy, desire, desire, desire.
I love you, my darling, and I am in love with you. Watching as the world is treated to your presence. Watching your micro-movements, and breathing them deep into my heart, for they are so precious to me because they are of you.
I don’t know how I managed to dissuade my feelings for so long; maybe these two flowers need a bumblebee to sting us, pushing us into bed, making us call into work sick, carving a hollow into the Universe within which we can embrace, and soar.
You are the object of my affection, lust, streaming love; around you, my creative juices can’t help but gush: a waterfall of wonderful, a release of EVERYTHING, a small offering of beauty at the altar of your magnificence.
I stand before you, you said last night. And there was talk of repressed feelings and of course you can have tears one day, too. No-thing is out of your reach. And no-thing can keep you from your good. I am here for you, sweet angel, to cultivate and muse, to offer, to give, to love you in all the ways of the rainbow. All of the ways that are perfect for you.
We are multi-faceted creaturas of multiple desire. We believe “straight” is a myth, and monogamy, too. But that doesn’t stop me from loving you, from jumping in with both feet, from taking you into my arms and nibbling on your neck, kissing, nibbling, nibbling and kissing, until the moment is right to take one exquisitely delicious bite.
You are Eve’s apple, my bliss, your bliss, temptation-everlasting, and deep rushing tides. Last night, you drew a smile from my lips so electric that I buzzed with its presence; pleasure and pain twisting together, evolving, evolving, transforming me.
I am at the mercy of the Great Goddess, and honey, you are She, and you are also my Mistress. We circle around each other, playing in a sandbox of delight (where no-thing is taboo), and darlin’, I want you. Want to kiss your g.d. sexy hips. Want to feel your body bucking and undulating beneath mine, want to see your face as I pin your hands over your head, taking you as my prey, my captivated one.
I want to trace your body, my lips paintbrush of the Divine, servant to the Goddess, servant to you, prostrating before such high beauty, kissing your lips; as you taste yourself, touch your magnificence and the field of our tongues intertwine, cherries explode in your mouth. Radiance streams from your moans my sighs your hot breath my escalating heartbeat.
You get me. And you get to me.
You are perfectly you, and I am the lucky one to know you, to have held you, to hold you again and again, to begin and begin this romance, this seduction, this Kundalini tango. We are partnered and we are single. We are sacrifice and that which sacrifices. We are the one that offers and the offering. We are sacred and mundane. Pure and oh-so-dirty. We are the snake. No, we are Eve. We are Cleopatra with thousands of suitors. We are the apple. We are the beating heart of the Goddess.
We are hailstones and hailstorms. We are attic magick and growth-embodied. We are arms linked, skipping toward the stars. We are covered in glitter and drenched in cum. We are explosive. We are dynamic. We are dynamite. We are One. And we are two.
Together we shatter the wine glasses of old patterns, unfurl the wings of new beginnings, call Goddess, G-d, into every hole in our lives, in our bodies. We are the organic prayer filling sidewalk cracks. We are enlightenment. And I love you more with each sutra, each r)evolution of my fingers across the mala linking my heart to yours. I bless you, and may you be so blessed. May we spiral ever-higher, transcending the limits, rocking out to the song that only we can hear, the secret to Bliss singing from our cells, shining from our eyes. You fell into my embrace, and I’m not letting go. AMEN.
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Marlon
8 months ago
You’ve got such rich, tactile language when you talk from the heart about sex. I love it and am a little bit jealous, in a writerly way.
And I’m glad you write about it. I just wrote a post in my blog(!) all about sex – and was initially embarrassed about it and who might read it. But then I was like, “shit, Carly writes about sex all the time, it’s fine! People can deal!” and then I felt better.
So. In honor of you, here it is: http://anotherunprofessional.blogspot.com/2009/11/mars-in-aquarius-reading-nancy-friday.html. You’ve got Mars in Capricorn, with that silky trine to Mercury in Virgo – and your language is so rich and physical. Touchable & fuckable, like by an actual person. So that infuses your writing. Me on the other hand, Mars in Aquarius. I’ll let you decide what that means.
The post might not be your thing, but since you were involved in it, I wanted to share. All my love!
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Khandroma
8 months ago
In honor of me? *blushes*
Hee. I’m more vulnerableshysensitivedelicate than I appear. But I am so grateful that I could help you let out that breath. That expiration as bell hooks would call it. G-d I miss you. I miss you so much.
And you’re right that I write about sex all the goddamn time and it’s fine! It’s fine; it really really is. But more than that it’s empowering. It’s liberating. And it’s healing. It’s nourishing. And it’s educating. And it’s always new. Every single time.
I don’t think I could keep it all inside if I tried. Not at this point. Not anymore. Not after tasting the sweet freedom that comes after the exhalation. There is that tiny gap at the end of the outbreath, the one that they taught us about in meditation class, and there is samadhi and there is orgasm and bliss and cum and ejaculate.
Sometimes there’s nothing better than being covered in your own blood, your lover’s cum flooding you like water from the spring of eternal youth. Sex is raw and messy and ungraceful and exquisite and godly all at once. Just like humanity.
I’m addicted. I couldn’t give it up. Not at this point. Not if I tried.
But I’ll tell you a secret… right now, most of my blood is mental, too. I’ve been sick, M, you know that… and so there’s been no fuck-space but the one between my ears; there’s been no fuck-space but the scenes I can paint in my mind, or the ones I can appropriate from others and tack my own fantasy onto. And you know what? I’ll take it. It’s delicious and raw and sassy and full of lust. And I don’t mind mental-blood one bit.
Of course, it does help to have friendly sadists (you know, the type that hug with their teeth) around to pull me out of my head and back into my body when I really really really need it or want it or crave it (or they do) (or just for fun!). Love you so much. *giggles*
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Dreamwalker
8 months ago
Did somebody say “sadist?”
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Khandroma
8 months ago
Heeheehe. Yes, my dear Dreamwalker, somebody did. I said “sadists,” but I didn’t really mean that. One sadist is quite enough for me, me thinks!
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